Update? What’s an update?
Posted in Computers, Relationships, Uncategorized on Feb 4th, 2007
It’s been a hell of a month since my last post. Mostly good helluva month I should point that out. Here we go…
On the girlfriend forefront, I can officially say that Justine makes me happier than I’ve ever been in my life. Sure she’s not the skinniest or “hottest” girl I’ve ever dated, but in my eyes, she’s drop dead beautiful, and I can say that I love her and mean it. She keeps me level headed, she talks to me, and knows what to say. We have a creepy parallel thinking on just about everything, and by that I mean, we literally blurt out the same thing at the same time after one of us finishes talking. It’s really odd. The mental, physical, and soulful connection of this relationship is mind boggling. Sometimes I really just want to cry because of everything. Cry in a good way. I feel I may finally have my family. She loves me, and for the first time in my life I can actually FEEL it.
Justine met Zie a couple of weeks ago. She really likes her, which is a huge relief. I know it’s a little weird, who knows how somebody will react to an offspring when it’s not their own. She took it really well. I’m happy about that.
We launched our new company a week ago, which is one of the reasons I’ve been MIA the last month. The preparations to get everything ready, then the actual equipment move and now the hellish work schedule is slowly killing me. The cost of doing business I guess. It will alleviate soon enough. Hopefully that dollar figure will follow for sure this time…
Cathy’s grandmother had a stroke at some point this week and she took the baby to Trenton this weekend (2/2, 3, 4) so there’s another weekend I didn’t see Zie. I feel bad for her grandmother, but I don’t know if I feel bad for the family. They use the only successful person in that family and nobody does anything for themselves. It’s not right. It’s not that it’s their “culture” Hispanics can be very successful, I’ve seen it. But I’ve gotten fucking used over and over again by that family. I don’t feel bad. Maybe this will be a cruel wakeup call. Mommy won’t be able to take care of you forever. People die. Get over it. Grow the fuck up you god damned lazy bastards. Get a job.
MDK. Oh how I miss you so. I just don’t have enough time to dedicate to PE at the moment. I’m not gone. Not by a long shot. Justine wants to play PE so I’ve been trying to find the time to get my spare PC up to par and we’ll get her in. The working 14-16 hours a day is really impacting my gaming.
I have, however, picked up Guitar Hero II. I can play 3 songs then goto bed. It’s quick and SO MUCH FUN. My left wrist is killing me tho. Accelerated carpel tunnel, but hey it was worth it lol
I’ll be getting the gallery up today hopefully, look for it. I’ll try to keep this updated a bit more often, it’s hard to find the time. C`ya!